J​.​F.

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03:17
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02:24
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01:31
4.
03:22

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For Ellie, Patricia, and John.

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released July 14, 2017

Whatever you hear is literally done by JF. Ego ego ego ego

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Track Name: Ellie
l always spent my summer inside
never thought that I would never mind,
3 months take away my life,
I always spent my summer inside.
but im running far, running fast.
I never wanna slow down
but im out of sight, losing gas, shit
I’m starting to slow down.
another night, another song,
“watcha doing?” I’m busy
you lying admit it.
Rollin solo but not by choice
it’s who I am, I’ve always been.
I’m lying, admit it.


Put myself together
pull myself apart
Pieces gone forever.
a body in the dark.

I traveled through Orlando in an ambulance
but your mother helped me through it
and she helped me live.
I wrote to him and I’ve forgiven him,
it wasn’t his fault that I never finished.
But he took a part of me,
something that I never could explain
I hope it never happens to you
I’d do it all again if it kept you safe

I’ll put you back together;
never fall apart.
I’ll keep you up forever
my body in the dark.
Put myself together
pull myself apart
Piece gone forever.
a body in the dark.
Track Name: No. 3
I know I’m better off
keeping to myself, tell me this is what I want.
But you can be my babe
if you feel like you’re ready for it all.

I know what I’ve become
but nothing in the books
told you rights to look and judge.
But come on be my babe
whatever’s in your head
told you to forget your love.

You can fuck me numb
I still want to feel
all your lips and your tongue.
We can run it back
till morning and the light
filling up my empty halls.
You should call him back
tell him that you can’t spend the night
at all.

You can fuck me numb
I still want to feel
all your lips and your tongue.
Just don’t tell how much it means,
or how you watch me when I sleep.
I know he wouldn’t approve
he made his bed up for two.

One set of two cups of coffee
three calls, too bad on his offer
foreplay inside of your office.
We’re just getting started.
Two plates and one dozen bottles
3am, already forgot you.
Track Name: June 20th
I had too many drinks
stumbled up the stairs
my brother caught my shirt
before I took my dare.
I took another shot
and I tasted memories
I forgot
like the way you swayed
to music that they never played.

I like the way you're dancing,
I choked too many chances;
one guy and 4 romances.

I never thought
I’d make the same mistakes
but here I am
she’s in my bed
oh not again.
I never thought
I’d feel the lips
giving back my will to live.
Take that,
take back
give me all my time back.
Take that,
take back
give me all what’s mine.
Track Name: G.B.B.T.
I’ve got a chance to make my mark,
but I’ve got a window to my heart
My strings are new, and my voice is pure
the fire inside of me wants more,
I know I’m good for something.

I’ve got a chance to start my dreams
but I’ve got a goddamn mind that won’t make it easy.
My wallets thin, my hair’s receding,
it’s not the ties that keep me from leaving
it’s something inside that holds me back.

If there’s a great big beautiful tomorrow then I just can’t see it.
Even if I open my eyes, I still won’t believe it.
I know there’s more to life than this
my guitar and the microphone I kiss
but I haven’t found anything worth believing.

I’ve got a love that keeps me safe
but she challenges the way I think
I haven’t seen a love this like since my mom
the type of passion I put in my songs
and I thank God I’m with her every day.

If there’s a great big beautiful tomorrow then I just can’t see it.
Even if I open my eyes, I still won’t believe it.
I know there’s more to life than this
a wedding ring and lips to kiss
but I haven’t found anything worth believing.

I thank you for everything that you gave to me,
I’m not complaining I just need to find myself to feel complete.
I need to break apart and put myself back together
keep your hands off me
I want this for me.

If there’s a great big beautiful tomorrow, then I have to see it.
I’m gonna open my eyes until I can’t believe it.
I know this life is worth a fight
there’s more to this than I could find.
cause it’s me that I have to believe in.t
It’s only me I have to believe in.